DeliaTS~The Blog

Here’s a few sample pics from my latest update. It ended up being a large set, over 250 pics.

I’ve really been noticing a the how much meatier the back of my thighs and ass feels lately.  I think I have a pretty good balance right now of fat and muscle.

I hoping my ass will continue to grow . . . as well as my titties   They have still been a little sore lately so who knows.

I’m sure members have noticed this already but I wanted to make a quick mention about our spy cams. While I was down in LA we ended up losing our longest running and best spy cam feed. It’s kind of a bummer because that was the original site that Trixie was broadcasting on when we met. So there is some sentimental attachment there. Also they were the only spy cams with an audio feed. Not to worry though, we still have our feeds on two other sites and we are exploring other possibilities for future cams with audio.

It’s something that we were aware could happen, but we were hoping we could work something out to appease all the parties involved. So it wasn’t a huge surprise when I heard the news. Trixie wrote a lengthier post here if you are interested in further details.

I’ve also made a few changes on the existing spy cams that are in my office. They’re a little closer and tighter in on my face which makes me feel a little more self-conscious for some reason. I’m sure I’ll get over it soon though. I also moved the lighting around a little so that it’s a bit brighter. I think members will appreciate the changes.

Today was Trixie’s birthday. We didn’t do anything fancy, just a walk with the dog out in the woods and I made her a special birthday quiche, just the way she likes it. It really is starting to feel like spring out, though I have a feeling that it’s just a tease.

Here’s a few pictures from the Tranny Awards presentation (thanks Willie!):

So this is a little bit of a recap of the evening. It started with a red carpet interview with sexy porn superstar Danielle Foxxx. I admit I felt pretty intimidated seeing the set up in front of the club when I first drove by. But once I got my nerve up and started talking with her I felt a little more at ease.

Overall it was a pretty fun night. Krissy ended up presenting me the award and gave a really gracious and warm introduction. I thought of a lot of things that I wanted to say but blanked out once I was on stage and basically just thanked Trixie for all the hard work she puts into our sites. Let’s just say public speaking is not really my forte. I had a nice time hanging out with Krissy. She’s one of the people I’ve been wanting to meet in real life for a long time.

There were so many beautiful woman there and some pretty sexy guys as well. I think I could have sat and people watched all night long. Unfortunately I was pretty tired from doing an early shoot and not really working at maximum capacity. I’m kind of socially retarded as it is so I didn’t get to introduce myself to a lot of the girls that I would liked to have met. The music was so loud that I was having problems hearing what people were saying anyway.

I did get to talk with Mandy briefly and say hi to her mischievous friend Kimberly Kills, who has really been grabbing the ts porn scene by the balls lately. Felicia Katt was kind enough to introduce herself and point out a few people to me. I also had a nice chat with Aly Sinclair who was mercilessly cock teasing some poor cute boy. She was also generous enough to extend an invitation for after party festivities. But, as I mentioned, I was pretty beat by that time. I think I said a quick hi to Britney Markham and Jesse Flores, bumped butts with Kinky Kennedy Logan and Natalia Coxx, and watched Morgan Bailey do some creative accessorizing with glow sticks.

Standing on stage next to Olivia Love is something I will remember and cherish forever. She is such a classy lady, incredibly beautiful and sexy. The work she has done in transsexual porn will be remembered and jerked to for years to come. Personally I hope she decides to continue working for my own selfish reasons.

On the other end of the spectrum it was sweet to share the stage with the up and coming Amy Daly though I didn’t really get a chance to say hello. I loved her half cocked acceptance speech complete with a double finger salute! That had me grinning from ear to ear. And Hazel Tucker just has an aura about her that glows with sweetness. I didn’t get a chance to say hi, but I think she caught me making googly eyes at her a few times.

It was nice to meet some of the Grooby family as well – Owner Steve Gallon, P.K. Vegas, Buddy Wood – all were really friendly and had nice things to say.

I think my favorite part of the evening though was just meeting fans. It’s so rare that I really meet anyone who has seen any of my work. So to have people recognize me and come up and say that I really deserve the award or they love what I do face to face really meant a lot to me.

So many people and so little time. I would like to once again extend a congratulation to all the award winners and to Grooby for pulling off a fabulous evening! I hope next year is even bigger and better!!!

I’ve been wanting to try botox out for quite awhile now on the lines around my eyes (crows feet) and the crease that’s developed on my brow.  It’s not that I don’t like my laugh lines when I smile or the scowl of my brow when I’m angry.  It’s just that they have gotten so deep that they stick around long after the emotions associated with them have disappeared.   And having a few faint lines around the eyes never bothered me but they really seem to be adding up these past few years.

I don’t think I would really care as much if I didn’t work in an industry where youth and beauty seem to be synonymous.   I’m looking at pictures and video of myself on a continual basis which gives me a lot of time to scrutinize every last detail of my face and body.  So with the Tranny Awards right around the corner I thought I would finally give it a shot.

I’ve always had a bit of a needle phobia.  So the thought of being injected with something made me a little leery.   The past few times I’ve had blood drawn I didn’t have a problem so I wasn’t too concerned.  I became even less worried when the doctor showed me the tiny little needles on each vile that they use.

After he gave me his spiel on on botox and other fillers I was ready.  He had me smile really big and as I relaxed I heard a slight crunching noise and felt the little prick of the needle.  A half a second later I could feel the cool toxins being injected.  It was after about the third injection that I started feeling a little light headed and remembered that it isn’t so much the needles that get me, it’s more the feeling of the injection under my skin.  So I had to take a little break and put my head between my knees.

After a few minutes he resumed, having me scrunch my forehead and hitting my brow above my nose.  It usually takes about 2 weeks for botox to take effect and paralyze the targeted muscles so I didn’t get to see any immediate results.  Luckily I didn’t pass out either and did a touch up laser treatment on my face and pits afterward.

I was a little concerned about how it would effect my facial muscles because I think I have a pretty expressive face and I didn’t want to end up losing that ability.  After 5 days the I have noticed that the crows feet are smoothing out a bit and that it is harder to scrunch down my forehead in a scowl.  One weird effect is that when I lift my eyebrows the corners pull up and out more than the center creating a bit of a sinister looking arch.  I did a little plucking and trimming today and it seemed to help.  The effectiveness of botox tends to last about three months, so nothing’s permanent.

I don’t know if I’ll continue getting it on a regular basis, mainly because it is so expensive.  I think of this as a little treat for me since rarely buy gifts for myself.   The doctor did warn me that it is addictive though and I can see why.

The first week of March I’ll be heading down to Los Angeles for the Tranny Awards, the only all transgender adult entertainment award. This is the second year of the award and the first time that there will be an actual event in conjunction with it. I’ve been really impressed at the growth of the TA’s in just one year and I hope that it will continue to grow in years to come.

I feel honored to be receiving the award for best amateur tg website this year and I’m really excited that I’ll be able to make it down for the first ever show/ceremony/party.  To tell you the truth I don’t really know what to expect. I’ve never even been to LA before. Some of the most beautiful women and biggest names in ts porn are going to be there (and probably a few big name non-ts porn stars) and I can’t help but feel intimidated by that thought. Being a web based model on a small independent site makes me feel so far removed from that whole scene. I’m such a country mouse.

One of the reasons I feel nervous about this trip is that Trixie won’t be joining me. It will be the first time that I’ve really traveled without her since just after we met.  Not that we actually do a lot of traveling, but I know I’m going to miss her company. The other thing that makes me a bit nervous is that it will be the first time traveling alone in sobriety. I’ve never been too far away from my little support group here. And while I’ve never really thought about drinking again, I usually do my best to avoid the temptation. I did check online and have lined up a few 12-step meetings for while I’m there and have plenty of people I can call if the need arises.

I know it’s going to be a fun night and something I’ll probably remember for a long time.  Right now though I’m just feeling really anxious about the whole thing.

I’ve also been trying to line up a few shoots while I’m down there.  So far I don’t have anything solid.  One production company did say that they were interested but I still haven’t been able to confirm with them.  I got one definite no and one that I still haven’t heard back from.  And I thought winning a tranny award would make these sort of things easier, lol.  To be fair though the award was for the site as a whole and not me as a model so . . . yeah.

I feel pretty confident that something will work out while I’m there and if not I’ll have a little extra time to explore the City of Angels.

I don’t have any grandiose romantic plans for Valentine’s Day this year. Trixie and I are both doing cam shows that day so we’ll be able to spread a little love to our members. The shoot I did for Valentines this year was pretty basic but I love the way some of the pics in this set turned out:

Sometimes I forget how hot a body stocking can be. I think I’ve only done one other shoot in one, and I think I really liked how that turned out as well. Of course the red hearts and little black bows are really cute on this one. The other thing I like about this little outfit is the lace up fingerless gloves. I think they kind of made the whole thing work.

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Right before Christmas we bought a really nice sewing machine. So far the only thing that I’ve sewn on it were the silky lavender scented flax seed eye pillows that I made for gifts. This week I finally broke it out again and started playing around on it. I forgot how relaxing and consuming sewing projects can be.

I’ve had this stash of boy t-shirts that I just couldn’t part with because they were either shirts I thought were cool or they held some sentimental value. Some of them are really big and baggy so I wanted to take them in and make them fit a bit tighter so they looked sexier. I found a few instructional videos on youtube that fueled my imagination then I was off and running.

I did about 6 or 7 shirts, some more successful than others. My favorite so far has been a long black Johnny Cash t-shirt that was like new. I cut it so it was tighter then put button holes along the sides and laced it up like a corset. I redid the collar and sleeves as well. It turned out pretty hot. Some day I’ll wear it for a shoot.

So that was my t-shirt reclamation day. I still need to learn more about all the ins and outs of this machine but that definitely sparked a some inspiration for future projects.

Believe it or not I don’t always get sexually aroused when I’m shooting pictures or video of Trixie for her site. I think sometimes I spend so much time worrying about the mechanics of getting a good picture that I don’t always have time to notice how fucking hot Trixie is looking in some of the pictures. But last week when I was shooting this set I started getting really aroused.

Trixie just looked so soft and warm and beautiful while we were shooting these that really, is it any wonder that I began to get so turned on. Of course once she saw that my loose pajama pants were tenting out it started to turn her on as well. So we were both more than ready to shoot some video once we were through with the picture set. I don’t want to spoil the video but I’ll just say it was really hot and I think that fans of both of our sites will enjoy it

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So I’ve been trying to grow my hair out for what seems like years now. Granted my hair grows slow and it’s curly so it’s hard to notice any added length. The problem is that I want to keep my hair healthy looking too so I usually get a little trim when I go in. It always seems like they take off more then I expect, so it’s been a really long process.

This time I just had it colored and had her style it in wavy/loose curl fashion for fun. I really like the way it looks but I noticed it took lot of heat – both blow drying and hot curling irons. When I’ve done those things in the past it usually ends up frying my hair. I may try to do it on my own from time to time and see how goes.