I was actually a little nervous during the shoot and I hope it didn’t show too much. I haven’t viewed the whole scene yet so I have no idea how it turned out. I remember shooting some foot content but I’m not sure if it was for Strokers or another site. I also recall taking a ride on Sammy’s springy toilet seat contraption, bouncing up and down on a dildo. I’ve had a few people commenting here on my blog that they really liked it so it must not be horrible or anything.

I’m hoping that by having the scene up there will increase traffic to my site and maybe lead to a few other jobs down the line. I really have no desire to be shooting for other people all the time. For me it would be a little silly since my main income comes from the exclusive content in *my* members area. I wouldn’t want to become overexposed and water down the value of my site, but I think it is a good way to remind fans who might not have seen me for a long time that I’m still out here doing my thing. It’s also nice to have the extra money from a paid job to put towards the cost of my transition (and maybe some botox after seeing close ups of my face in HD).

Speaking of my site, I just added a new video to the members area. I decided to add a little music to this one for a change. I know some people aren’t real keen on music in porn but I think it turned out really well.

Delia's gothy tgirl Queen of Hearts

Here’s a twitpic that I posted as well: http://twitpic.com/mp9p1

Love these feather lashes

192 pictures available now in my Members-Only area.

It’s what I’ve been calling the tgirl goth version of the Queen of Hearts. After seeing the preview for Tim Burton’s adaptation of Alice in Wonderland I thought it would be a good time to pull out this costume. It’s kind of funny, when I was decorating for this set I almost didn’t use the plastic couch cover. It was too big for our love seat so I had a hard time trying to get it to look right. So I was about to ditch it and try something else. I’m glad I didn’t because it actually looks pretty good in most of the pictures. The feather eye lashes were one of my favorite things about this costume. Every time I blinked they would flutter around.

Reminder: Halloween is also my birthday – if anyone is wondering what I REALLY want for my birthday this year, the answer is BOOBS!!! It’s something that I’m really hoping to have the funds for by the new year, so every bit helps

ZIPS
I’ve had a lot of requests from people over the years to have zipped files of my picture sets available. I’ve had a few reservations about doing it but it seems to be a norm nowadays in the industry and almost expected from any adult website. So last week I finished zipping up all my high resolution (1600 pixels on the long side) picture sets on DeliaTS.com and they are now available in my members-only area.

Trixie And Friends
I’m usually pretty good about posting what  is going on in the members area here on my blog, but I do tend to miss a few things here and there.  Also I think sometimes people don’t realize all the new content that is going up on the other sites that you get access to when you join my site.  So now you can find out what is going on with all of our sites on one spot – TrixieAndFriends.  For  more details check out this post from Trixie’s blog.

Cam Shows
I’ll be doing two hour long cam shows this week on Friday the 30th and Saturday the 31st/Halloween/My Birthday.  Members should check the calendar for details.

Keep an eye out for more Halloween hootenanny!!!

People don’t always realize how much goes into creating our sites. Trixie did all the design work, layout, and graphics herself. She deserves a ton of credit for creating a beautiful looking tour that is chocked full of keywords and carefully placed pictures and graphics. The members area is even nicer! Again great graphics and design work and easy to navigate. All this while shooting fresh content for my weekly updates and modeling for her own site. Not to mention doing cam shows and dealing with billing companies, members, etc.

Okay, it’s not like I was just laying on the couch scarfing down bon bons the whole time. We do work as a team on a lot of things. I ended up working on moving content over and reformatting it to fit the new design. And other little things like the preview video. Oh yeah, I did the redesign here for the my blog too. Anyway, I hope you like the new design as much as I do

**Reminder for Members: Cam shows on Friday and Saturday see calendar for details.

I’ve been pretty consumed these last few weeks, pushing to get everything in order.  I tend to hyper focus on tasks like that and end up letting other important things fall to the wayside a bit.   Things like:  sleeping, cooking, cleaning, personal hygiene, they all take more of a back seat.

I’m really glad that we’ll be getting out of town for a few days to do some shoots at a rustic cabin.  Though it will still be work, it will at least take me away from the computer for awhile and will be a welcomed shift in focus.  I just hope the weather holds up for us!

I’ll leave you with this parting shot:

Things are really starting to look up!

I’ve always been a fan of njoy toys and have wanted one for quite awhile.  This one is called the Fun Wand and it definitely lives up to it’s name.  The curve on this is perfect for prostate stimulation and the graduated beads give you an extra little pop as they slide in and out.

This ended up being a rather large gallery (282 pictures) with a lot of other nice pics like this one:

The full gallery is now up in my members area and I just started editing the video.  The video (which I’ll be updating with this weekend) looks pretty hot!  I was able to hit my prostate just right with the fun wand and able to give it the perfect amount of stimulation with one hand while I was stroking my hard cock with my other.  As I felt my orgasm building I let go of my cock altogether and just concentrated on the anal pleasure.  It ended up being the first time I have ever cum with nothing stimulating my penis at all.  It felt pretty incredible and made me look forward to using my new toy much more in the future.  Thanks Chris!

Last week I had a yet another laser hair removal session on my face and neck area. They’ve been getting more and more intense since we’re going after the more stubborn areas. So for the first time since I started two years ago I actually got a bit of a burn between my lower lip and chin. It’s not too bad and looks like it will be fully healed by the end of the week. It wasn’t sore at all but it was was oozing pus for a few days and scabbed up a bit. It looked like I had a little soul patch for a couple of days and I had to stay out of the sun, which wasn’t a problem because I didn’t really want to go out with some ridiculous looking soul patch scab on my face. Next time I think I’ll have them kick it down a notch.

I wanted to send out a big congratulations my friend Mandy who has made the move to the big leagues. Her new site Mandy-Mitchell.com went live over the weekend. She’ll be working with the same people who run  TS Jesse, Kimber James, Kelly Shore, Sexxxy Jade and a slew of other great sites.  She’ll no longer be updating her old site but her old webmaster is going to keep it active as an archive. It looks like most of her older content has been moved to the new site in addition to some really hot newer content. If you are a fan of Mandy be sure to check it out!

Once again this year Trixie and I attended a local transgender conference. The past two years we’ve only been able to be there for the weekend. We also were one of the couples on a panel discussion on TG relationships. This year it was just us and one other couple, a female to male (FTM) transsexual and his female partner. It was interesting to hear things from the other perspective, especially the shift in sexual identity within the couple. In some ways it was a reversal of what we are going through as a couple. Although Trixie and I both identify as pansexual/omnisexual so I don’t think our own sexual identities have really shifted much. The way we are perceived as a couple by society has shifted though from a hetero couple to lesbian, the exact opposite of what the other couple was going through.

I also attended a great little workshop while we were there on feminizing your voice with Kathe Perez. Kathe is a Speech-Language Pathologist who specializes in voice feminization. I did a one on one session with her too later in the day which was really cool. Nice to get some feedback and a few tips and pointers as well as some take home exercises. She has a CD series, Fundamentals of Your Feminine Voice, that I picked up while I was there also. I haven’t made my way through the whole set yet but it seems like it has some pretty good tips and exercises. I think it’s really going to help me focus on the the areas I need to improve in order to have a more natural feminine sounding voice. Eventually I would like my singing voice to have a feminine ring to it too. I haven’t been playing my guitar much lately because everytime I start to sing something my male voice comes through and it just sounds weird to me and freaks me out a little.

Speaking of things that are natural and feminine . . . my boobs seem to really be starting to shape up. This picture and the one up top are from my latest members update. There are some really beautiful shots in this set. We took them right around sunset so they have a nice warm glow to them

I know that at least a few of my fans really enjoy sheer panties both on me and on themselves. I must admit I do love the seeing a soft or semi hard she cock clearly visible through a pair of sexy sheer panties. Here’s another little sample from this weeks members update.

I’ve been really good lately about getting my weekly updates done and posted consistently every Saturday. I’ve actually been starting to get ahead a bit on some of my content lately which means I should have time to work on a few other projects that I’ve been putting off for so long. I’m also looking forward to doing a few outside shoots some time soon now that the weather is a bit nicer.

In transition news, I got my lab results back from my last visit to the doctor. Both my testosterone and estradiol levels are now within normal female range. My testosterone is still a bit on the high side but I still haven’t had any real problems achieving or maintaining erections. Plus overall I’m pretty happy with the feminizing effects hormones are having on my body and mind. My breasts are still growing and are still pretty sore and get a little itchy sometimes. So I’m going to be continuing on my same dosage. I’ll re access things in about 6 months.

Starlight Schoolgirl Pics - Full set of 191 images now available in Members Area

Well we had a pretty good trip down to Portland last week. I was hoping to shoot again with Mandy but she was out of town (missed her by one day). I was also hoping to shoot with Krissy but she got sick and had to cancel. But I did get a clean bill of health from my Doc, which is the whole reason we were down there in the first place. We were also able to get caught up on some more solo content. We shot 3 videos and 4 picture sets, including the schoolgirl pics from above, while we were there. So we made pretty good use of our time.

Every time we’ve been down to Portland I always wish we had more time to just hang out and explore. I think we probably would have done a bit more of that but my back started acting up. It’s been feeling much better lately but I think walking around and standing on the hard concrete irritated it a bit. I think I also have a hard time relaxing when I know I could/should be doing work related things. It’s really hard for me to keep it all separated sometimes.

We continued with the Twin Peaks theme this week. Shooting in a dimly lit motel room proved to be a bit of a challenge. We had brought all of our lighting equipment just in case we wanted it. But in this case it would have completely destroyed the mood we were trying to capture.

I really like the painting of the prairie home and rusted out locomotive. We were going to do some other things involving the creepy mask and wig, but decided to save that for another day.

It was a little frustrating finding exactly what settings on the camera to use for this dark and moody set. I know there are probably other things we could have done to make these look better but overall I was really pleased with what we accomplished.

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I’m not sure why but I tend to be one of those people who doesn’t make a big deal about birthdays, anniversaries, or holidays in general. It’s not that I don’t honor those achievements or traditions it’s just that I don’t always feel the need to celebrate them. One birthday/anniversary/milestone that I do want to mention here in my blog before it gets too far behind me is the 5th year of DeliaCD being open to members.

I originally opened my site in February of 2004. Things started out pretty slow and I was (and still am) kind of learning things as I went. It was pretty slow going at first but gradually I began to build up more and more content for my site. As more members joined I was able to quit my “regular” job and focus more of my attention on the site. It has been really rewarding watching it grow over the years. Five years is the longest time that I’ve ever stuck with any sort of job, so I’m also pretty proud of the commitment that I’ve shown in sticking with it for so long. I sent out a newsletter last week with a link to this little page I made just for the occasion. I spent way too much time making each one of those banners, but it was actually kind of fun. Each one is unique and is made up of the thumbnails that I use to link to my galleries and video pages.

It’s funny because in some ways I feel like I’ve accomplished a lot over that period and in other ways I feel like I could have done so much more. So yeah . . . hindsight.

Trixie wrote about a few other anniversaries that are important to me also.