Switching Things Up
Last Thursday I made the trip down to the little clinic that I have been getting my laser hair removal done, about an hours drive from here. Upon arriving I found out that not only did they not have me down for an appointment, but that they also were no longer doing laser hair removal. It’s kind of strange because I sat there and watched them schedule me and made them write it down on a card for me so I wouldn’t forget. So I’m assuming they stopped doing laser for whatever reason and just wiped out my appointment without bothering to tell me. Pretty lame. Looks like I’ll have to search around for another place. It’s a real bummer because I really like the treatments I was getting there and probably only need a few more to be all cleared up.
Trixie and I made the best of the situation though and did some shopping. We bought a bunch of new panties to shoot in, some Halloween decorations for an upcoming shoot, a crock pot (I’ve been wanting one for a long time so I’m really excited about it), and a new bed for our dog.
Nico was having a lot of problems with her old bed. It was a round bed with thick cushioning around the edges and a pillowy bed in the center (thus the name – Bagel Bed). She was having problems getting comfortable and would circle around and around whimpering as she went. Sometimes she would settle on the edge then flop out of it. It was really sad and painful to see and hear.
So her new bed is a lot bigger and rectangle shaped. I was a little worried that it was going to be too puffy for her but it seems to be matting down a bit already. It took a little trial and error but I think she is starting to find the “sweet spot” in the middle and seems SO much more comfortable and happy 
It makes me wonder though if being curled up in a tight little ball in her old bed might have been actually causing or exacerbating some of the nerve damage that was effecting her hind legs. She is doing a lot better lately and seems to be getting around a lot more easily these days. She also just finished the prednisone cycle that the vet prescribed so I’m sure that helps too.
Yesterday I did my first cam show on the girls side of Amateur CamZ (which is now merged with Private CamZ). When I first signed up to CamZ I was doing shows for my guy site and my crossdressing site. And since they are only set up on the binary (either guy or girl, no transgender) I did all my shows on the guy side. There are actually only a few guys that do shows there and I was the only transgender person doing shows there for a long time (There was one post op transsexual that was doing shows on the girls side for a little while.). After I began my transition I felt less and less comfortable doing shows on “Guy CamZ”. It just didn’t make sense anymore.
The shows on the girls side get a lot more traffic, popular girls can have over a thousand viewers during a show. Thus the chat rooms are much more lively and consequently there tend to be more obnoxious assholes in chat as well. With the smaller shows on the guys side the chat is usually pretty slow and they don’t provide an admin so you have to manage your own chat while doing a show. So having an admin is definitely a plus as well as getting a lot more exposure. People still come in to chat just stir things up or WILL act astonished or disgusted about seeing a penis on a girl (Even though it clearly states that I am trans/shemale/tgirl on the show description). But yesterday the cam cop was right on top of it booting people left and right.
I have mixed feelings about doing shows there for a lot of other reasons that I don’t really want to go into. But for now I think it’s going to be a good thing.
