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Lot’s of cool site news to talk about this week. First up though, some pics from this week’s Halloween update.

Delia's gothy tgirl Queen of Hearts

Here’s a twitpic that I posted as well: http://twitpic.com/mp9p1

Love these feather lashes

192 pictures available now in my Members-Only area.

It’s what I’ve been calling the tgirl goth version of the Queen of Hearts. After seeing the preview for Tim Burton’s adaptation of Alice in Wonderland I thought it would be a good time to pull out this costume. It’s kind of funny, when I was decorating for this set I almost didn’t use the plastic couch cover. It was too big for our love seat so I had a hard time trying to get it to look right. So I was about to ditch it and try something else. I’m glad I didn’t because it actually looks pretty good in most of the pictures. The feather eye lashes were one of my favorite things about this costume. Every time I blinked they would flutter around.

Reminder: Halloween is also my birthday – if anyone is wondering what I REALLY want for my birthday this year, the answer is BOOBS!!! It’s something that I’m really hoping to have the funds for by the new year, so every bit helps

ZIPS
I’ve had a lot of requests from people over the years to have zipped files of my picture sets available. I’ve had a few reservations about doing it but it seems to be a norm nowadays in the industry and almost expected from any adult website. So last week I finished zipping up all my high resolution (1600 pixels on the long side) picture sets on DeliaTS.com and they are now available in my members-only area.

Trixie And Friends
I’m usually pretty good about posting what  is going on in the members area here on my blog, but I do tend to miss a few things here and there.  Also I think sometimes people don’t realize all the new content that is going up on the other sites that you get access to when you join my site.  So now you can find out what is going on with all of our sites on one spot – TrixieAndFriends.  For  more details check out this post from Trixie’s blog.

Cam Shows
I’ll be doing two hour long cam shows this week on Friday the 30th and Saturday the 31st/Halloween/My Birthday.  Members should check the calendar for details.

Keep an eye out for more Halloween hootenanny!!!

Autumn has always been my favorite season.  Summer always seems to drag on too long for me and by end of August I am usually looking forward to the shorter, cooler Autumn days.  Living this far north I really notice the shift in the sun.  Sunlight begins to fill our living room with it’s large south facing windows and sunsets become a little more dramatic.

These are a few pictures from my Fall Fairy shoot that I’ll be posting on Saturday.  I think they turned out really cute.  It’s amazing what a difference a simple little thing like a sparkly flower in your hair can make in a shoot.

I always looked forward to Halloween and my birthday as a kid and a lot of that enthusiasm carried over into adulthood.  For quite a few years my birthday party would include a trip to the local haunted house that a charity group put together every year.  It’s amazing how black lights and a few strobe lights carefully timed to someone sneaking up behind you and screaming like a mad man can scare the bejeezus out of you as a kid (and probably still as an adult).

So this is my little tribute to Autumn.  I’ll be doing a few other specially  themed shoots for fall and Halloween.  So be looking for them in upcoming days & weeks.

People keep asking me when the new site will be up and the best answer I have at this point is soon.  It’s been a real challenge doing all the things that I do already for DeliaCD and working on DeliaTS at the same time.  Trixie has been doing most of the design work while I’ve been working on getting all the content ready (building photo galleries and video pages)  and plugging things  in where they need to go.   We’re almost ready to submit it to our billing company (CCBill) for approval, which shouldn’t take too long.  I’m getting really excited!  It’s gonna be finger lickin’ good

I’ve been pretty consumed these last few weeks, pushing to get everything in order.  I tend to hyper focus on tasks like that and end up letting other important things fall to the wayside a bit.   Things like:  sleeping, cooking, cleaning, personal hygiene, they all take more of a back seat.

I’m really glad that we’ll be getting out of town for a few days to do some shoots at a rustic cabin.  Though it will still be work, it will at least take me away from the computer for awhile and will be a welcomed shift in focus.  I just hope the weather holds up for us!

I’ll leave you with this parting shot:

Things are really starting to look up!

I’m not sure if it’s the hormones or if I’m just reaping the benefits of years of practice but I have to say that I’m really enjoying anal stimulation lately.  Needless to say I was extremely pleased when one of my members sent me a special gift in the mail from one of the sites on my wish list page.

I’ve always been a fan of njoy toys and have wanted one for quite awhile.  This one is called the Fun Wand and it definitely lives up to it’s name.  The curve on this is perfect for prostate stimulation and the graduated beads give you an extra little pop as they slide in and out.

This ended up being a rather large gallery (282 pictures) with a lot of other nice pics like this one:

The full gallery is now up in my members area and I just started editing the video.  The video (which I’ll be updating with this weekend) looks pretty hot!  I was able to hit my prostate just right with the fun wand and able to give it the perfect amount of stimulation with one hand while I was stroking my hard cock with my other.  As I felt my orgasm building I let go of my cock altogether and just concentrated on the anal pleasure.  It ended up being the first time I have ever cum with nothing stimulating my penis at all.  It felt pretty incredible and made me look forward to using my new toy much more in the future.  Thanks Chris!

Last week’s update featured some really cool foot and upskirt shots. Here’s a few samples – JOIN NOW to see the full set of 136 pictures in my members area.

Last week I had a yet another laser hair removal session on my face and neck area. They’ve been getting more and more intense since we’re going after the more stubborn areas. So for the first time since I started two years ago I actually got a bit of a burn between my lower lip and chin. It’s not too bad and looks like it will be fully healed by the end of the week. It wasn’t sore at all but it was was oozing pus for a few days and scabbed up a bit. It looked like I had a little soul patch for a couple of days and I had to stay out of the sun, which wasn’t a problem because I didn’t really want to go out with some ridiculous looking soul patch scab on my face. Next time I think I’ll have them kick it down a notch.

I wanted to send out a big congratulations my friend Mandy who has made the move to the big leagues. Her new site Mandy-Mitchell.com went live over the weekend. She’ll be working with the same people who run  TS Jesse, Kimber James, Kelly Shore, Sexxxy Jade and a slew of other great sites.  She’ll no longer be updating her old site but her old webmaster is going to keep it active as an archive. It looks like most of her older content has been moved to the new site in addition to some really hot newer content. If you are a fan of Mandy be sure to check it out!

I told myself I wasn’t going to respond to a rather offensive and bizzarre email that I received the other day, and I didn’t. But I did want to address a comment this person made about me having a “hopelessly skinny” ass:

Sometimes people wonder how I feel about having all the content that I shot as a male still available on the internet or why I don’t just take it all down.

I have to admit that it does feel weird to look back on some of those pictures. In a way it’s like looking at pictures of when I was a kid or even baby pictures. But instead of thinking Wow, was I ever really that little. or Boy I was an awkward kid. instead I’m thinking Wow, did I really ever look that masculine. It makes me cringe a little when I see certain body and facial features that I dislike being displayed so prominently.  Granted I would play up the macho angle in a lot of those pictures. But the funny thing is that I never felt as masculine as I appeared, nor did I ever see myself as attractive as a male.  A lot of the time I felt pretty miserable about my outward appearance.  I guess that’s why in so many of them I am also drinking an alcoholic beverage.  Mostly I have a weird disconnected feeling when looking back on them though, as if I’m looking at pictures of someone else, someone I don’t even know.  And, since the person in those pictures *does* represent someone completely different from who I am today, I guess that makes sense.

It also feels a little weird to me to see some of the current porn that I shoot with Trixie that is POV or “stunt cock” work.  Most of it you just see my dick and part of my legs or maybe a bit of my belly.  Sometimes you hear me speaking in a male voice.  I think most people would naturally assume that it was a guy who was shooting it.  Trixie did say that in the last little thing we shot that my legs look totally soft and girly.  So I think my manly man stunt cock days may be numbered.

I totally understand why most transsexual women don’t like to share old photos or personal information about who they were while they were living in the gender assigned to them at birth. Basically, some people are just assholes and will use that information maliciously to try to de-legitimize their current gender status. Having that sort of evidence floating around makes it easier for those who are intentionally or unwittingly ignorant to claim trans people are “less than” rather than equal to.  Also some people *do* treat you differently once they either know you are ts or have seen pre-transition images, even if they are the most open minded people in the world. Most trans people work really hard at erasing or at least minimizing the traces of their pre transition sex in order to simply be treated like anyone else in their gender.  And in the one brief instance that someone is exposed to something as simple as an old picture all that work can go right down the tubes.

I’m sure I have lost potential members after they have seen my boy pictures. For some guys (and especially those who consider themselves straight) it’s just a hard image to shake from their minds. But I think most people are going to see what they want to see. At this point, even if I wanted to, it would be virtually impossible for me to wipe out all the pictures of me as a guy that are floating around the internet. And since some people do *only* enjoy my guy pictures I don’t feel too bad about having them available for a small fee

My life has changed in so many ways in the past few years.  I’m making a whole new start not only as a woman but also as a sober person.  I try to look forward and make a little progress every day and not dwell too much on the past.  At the same time it’s hard to measure progress if you don’t have a starting point.  Today I have a clearer understanding of where I came from and also a stronger focus on where I am heading. There’s a passage in AA literature about not regretting the past nor wishing to shut the door on it.  Of course there are plenty of things I would do differently if I could do it all over knowing what I do today.  But if I seriously want to be happy and whole for the remainder of my years here on good old planet Earth, I need to not feel any more shame or guilt about who I am and how I got here.  That is why I came out and began to transition in the first place and that is what will keep me sober.