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Around November of 2009 I started to notice some pain in my penis when Trixie and I were having sex.  At first it seemed really intense and was especially painful when we would get into Trixie’s favorite position.   Initially I thought it was related to the hormones but I started inspecting and feeling around to see anything else was out of the ordinary.  All I found was a small bump at the base of my shaft that was about the size of a lentil.  I asked my doctor about it when I saw her in December and she didn’t know what it was and had never had any of her other patients on HRT complain about anything similar.  So she referred me to a urologist.

Since we don’t have insurance and have been really tight with money lately I decided to wait to see if there were any changes before going to a specialist.  Well, the pain began to lessen and the lump wasn’t getting any bigger and eventually it disappeared.  Then a few more lumps showed up which was kind of freaky but since the first one had disappeared I figured these might too.

A few weeks ago I noticed that one of them was starting to harden which really began to worry me so I did call the urologist and set up an appointment.  I had searched around the internet and hadn’t found anything that really fit the description of what was going on with my penis.  From all that I read though it didn’t sound like cancer.  But still, I was pretty concerned.

The night before my appointment Trixie and I were having sex (which we hadn’t had in quite awhile) and we were looking at my cock afterward and noticed a few little changes.  It did seem slightly smaller and the head seemed to pointing a little more downward than usual.  I think we both were attributing that to the hormones.  The next day we found out what the real culprit was.

After a rather uncomfortable waiting room experience involving a middle aged man in a wheelchair blatantly staring at us for like 5 minutes from about 4 feet away (Trixie thought he was staring at her while I thought he was staring at me, very unsettling) we got in to see the urologist.  She had me strip down and felt me up for a little bit.  Then told me that it was Peyronie’s disease and the hardening was scar tissue that had developed.  Apparently it can cause some pretty severe bends in the penis.  I’ve always had a bit of curve to the left so I think that made the added curving a little less noticeable.  There’s really little that can be done.  There is some anecdotal evidence that taking vitamin E helps.  The are also a few surgical options for more severe cases but nothing I would consider at this point.

Trixie discovered a traction device that basically stretches you penis out while keeping it straight.  I think I might try a penis pump.  If nothing else it will be good for a shoot.

I know these past 2 entries have not been the most uplifting or sexy – death and disease – hopefully things will be back on track soon and I’ll get back to some more sexier pornier entries . . . knock on wood.

Over the last month or so I’ve noticed something starting to happen that I knew was going to start happening sooner or later.  It’s something that I’ve heard other  transwomen bemoan in the past but never fully understood what they meant.  But today I get it; I fully understand.  That something being painful erections.

Usually after being on HRT for any length of time transsexual women will notice that erections start to become somewhat uncomfortable.  I don’t really notice it when I’m semi-erect, but as I get harder what I notice is that if I put any pressure on it, like pushing it from side to side, I get a rather sharp pain that extends past the base of my shaft and back towards my prostate. I’m not exactly sure of the physiology but I think it’s related to the suspensory ligaments and muscles.

I was really noticing it the last time Trixie and I were having sex.  She was on top of me and riding me pretty hard.  She also has a position that she loves where our legs are kind of scissored so she is humping me at an angle.  This causes my cock to curve to the side and hit her g-spot perfectly.  The pain from this combined with an urge to come was really intense.  I almost had to stop her at one point but I could tell she was getting close to an orgasm.   So I rode it out and we ended up coming at the same time which was made everything even more intense.

Another thing that I’ve been noticing lately is that I seem to stay erect or semi erect for a much longer time after cumming.  I’m not sure what the correlation is there if any.  But I notice that effect more after having sex than when masturbating.

I think this new development is going to force us to try out new positions sexually and revisit some old favorites.  Last night we did just that and I found that if I come first that the pain isn’t as bad and we can go back to Trixie’s favorite position if she still hasn’t gotten off.  So there’s going to be a bit of trial and error.   I’m sure people watching on our spy cams will welcome the break from our usual routine though.