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I’ve been feeling a little shift in gears in my transition recently. Kind of like I’m settling into it a bit. Like when you hit cruising gear after accelerating for awhile. Or maybe it’s just 2nd or 3rd gear or something.

Once again this year Trixie and I attended a local transgender conference. The past two years we’ve only been able to be there for the weekend. We also were one of the couples on a panel discussion on TG relationships. This year it was just us and one other couple, a female to male (FTM) transsexual and his female partner. It was interesting to hear things from the other perspective, especially the shift in sexual identity within the couple. In some ways it was a reversal of what we are going through as a couple. Although Trixie and I both identify as pansexual/omnisexual so I don’t think our own sexual identities have really shifted much. The way we are perceived as a couple by society has shifted though from a hetero couple to lesbian, the exact opposite of what the other couple was going through.

I also attended a great little workshop while we were there on feminizing your voice with Kathe Perez. Kathe is a Speech-Language Pathologist who specializes in voice feminization. I did a one on one session with her too later in the day which was really cool. Nice to get some feedback and a few tips and pointers as well as some take home exercises. She has a CD series, Fundamentals of Your Feminine Voice, that I picked up while I was there also. I haven’t made my way through the whole set yet but it seems like it has some pretty good tips and exercises. I think it’s really going to help me focus on the the areas I need to improve in order to have a more natural feminine sounding voice. Eventually I would like my singing voice to have a feminine ring to it too. I haven’t been playing my guitar much lately because everytime I start to sing something my male voice comes through and it just sounds weird to me and freaks me out a little.

Speaking of things that are natural and feminine . . . my boobs seem to really be starting to shape up. This picture and the one up top are from my latest members update. There are some really beautiful shots in this set. We took them right around sunset so they have a nice warm glow to them

I love seeing the different layers, colors, and textures in this picture.

I know that at least a few of my fans really enjoy sheer panties both on me and on themselves. I must admit I do love the seeing a soft or semi hard she cock clearly visible through a pair of sexy sheer panties. Here’s another little sample from this weeks members update.

I’ve been really good lately about getting my weekly updates done and posted consistently every Saturday. I’ve actually been starting to get ahead a bit on some of my content lately which means I should have time to work on a few other projects that I’ve been putting off for so long. I’m also looking forward to doing a few outside shoots some time soon now that the weather is a bit nicer.

In transition news, I got my lab results back from my last visit to the doctor. Both my testosterone and estradiol levels are now within normal female range. My testosterone is still a bit on the high side but I still haven’t had any real problems achieving or maintaining erections. Plus overall I’m pretty happy with the feminizing effects hormones are having on my body and mind. My breasts are still growing and are still pretty sore and get a little itchy sometimes. So I’m going to be continuing on my same dosage. I’ll re access things in about 6 months.

Starlight Schoolgirl Pics - Full set of 191 images now available in Members Area

Well we had a pretty good trip down to Portland last week. I was hoping to shoot again with Mandy but she was out of town (missed her by one day). I was also hoping to shoot with Krissy but she got sick and had to cancel. But I did get a clean bill of health from my Doc, which is the whole reason we were down there in the first place. We were also able to get caught up on some more solo content. We shot 3 videos and 4 picture sets, including the schoolgirl pics from above, while we were there. So we made pretty good use of our time.

Every time we’ve been down to Portland I always wish we had more time to just hang out and explore. I think we probably would have done a bit more of that but my back started acting up. It’s been feeling much better lately but I think walking around and standing on the hard concrete irritated it a bit. I think I also have a hard time relaxing when I know I could/should be doing work related things. It’s really hard for me to keep it all separated sometimes.

These are a few samples from my latest update

We continued with the Twin Peaks theme this week. Shooting in a dimly lit motel room proved to be a bit of a challenge. We had brought all of our lighting equipment just in case we wanted it. But in this case it would have completely destroyed the mood we were trying to capture.

I really like the painting of the prairie home and rusted out locomotive. We were going to do some other things involving the creepy mask and wig, but decided to save that for another day.

It was a little frustrating finding exactly what settings on the camera to use for this dark and moody set. I know there are probably other things we could have done to make these look better but overall I was really pleased with what we accomplished.

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I’m not sure why but I tend to be one of those people who doesn’t make a big deal about birthdays, anniversaries, or holidays in general. It’s not that I don’t honor those achievements or traditions it’s just that I don’t always feel the need to celebrate them. One birthday/anniversary/milestone that I do want to mention here in my blog before it gets too far behind me is the 5th year of DeliaCD being open to members.

I originally opened my site in February of 2004. Things started out pretty slow and I was (and still am) kind of learning things as I went. It was pretty slow going at first but gradually I began to build up more and more content for my site. As more members joined I was able to quit my “regular” job and focus more of my attention on the site. It has been really rewarding watching it grow over the years. Five years is the longest time that I’ve ever stuck with any sort of job, so I’m also pretty proud of the commitment that I’ve shown in sticking with it for so long. I sent out a newsletter last week with a link to this little page I made just for the occasion. I spent way too much time making each one of those banners, but it was actually kind of fun. Each one is unique and is made up of the thumbnails that I use to link to my galleries and video pages.

It’s funny because in some ways I feel like I’ve accomplished a lot over that period and in other ways I feel like I could have done so much more. So yeah . . . hindsight.

Trixie wrote about a few other anniversaries that are important to me also.

Just a quick addendum to the last post. Yesterday our internet connection went down and later our power was out due to weather conditions in our area. So we’ll be rescheduling yesterdays cam shows for New Years Day. I’ll be on in the same time slot 7-8 pm Pacific time. Today’s shows are still happening if everything holds up. Keep your fingers crossed

Hope everyone has a safe and enjoyable evening!!! WOOT WOOT 2009!!!

Just wanted to make a quick post to remind people that I’ll be doing live cam shows today and tomorrow. I’ll be on from 7-8 pm Pacific Time today and tomorrow from 4-5 pm. Trixie will also be doing her shows in the same time slots but on opposite days, so 4-5 pm Pacific time today and 7-8 pm tomorrow. In addition we’ll be having a members only chat on New Years Day from 2-3:30 pm. If you’re a member I hope you’ll be able to come in and say hello. If you aren’t a member than it’s a great time to join and start the new year out right!!!